Here's what's happrning!

Hello all!

I am proud to say that God has untagled some bands! My life is still not perfect (nor will it ever be), but God has definitly been working. My mom is doing much better and recovering well. My normal day-to-day struggles are still there. I find myslef being able to handle them more easly and not getting stressed as much. I still do not know the direction I am heading, but thats OK! I know I will be able to get to my destination, at some point. I know this because God has the map! If I had the map, I would never arive, as I am terrible at reading maps. : D

As I wrote this post, I felt like shairing one of my poems. I feel it goes along nicely with this topic.

He is the Reason

God is the reason that I get up in the morning.
He is the reason why my dreams are soaring.

He is the reason why I laugh, cry, and have any emotion.
He is the reason why I persevere and give devotion.

He is the reason why a child is grinning,
From once losing everything, but now is winning.

He is the reason for unexplainable miracles that happened,
Not even doctors could have imagined.

He is the reason why a drunk would never wean,
But after 40 years, is now clean.

He is the reason why the sun still rises,
Keeps on coming, and keeps on shining.

He is the reason why a small baby lives,
After moments till death, her life she almost gives.

Above all, He is the reason why I’m saved from MY sin.
He sent His only son, so I could enter in!

Whats going on in my life right now.

Well right now I am in a tough spot in my life. It is very stressful. I have all these decisions/prep work to make about my future. It is hard to know what direction exactly I am suppose to go. My mom is going through a lot of medical things right now, which that plays on every ones stress. I am just like all teenagers, struggling with all the normal teenage things.


Some how with all of this going on, I can still find peace. Even though my life is a tangled ball of rubber bands, some bands I just do not need untangled right now. I know that God has a plan and a purpose for some of those tangles. With me, it is sometimes hard to not be in control. I forget that I am not the “untagler.” But rather God is, and I need to let Him untangle everything. On His own time, not mine.